累了。。

不知道为了什么，最近（昨天）我变得不爱说话。

今天，我竟然对朋友发脾气。。怎么了？还好最后没事！

整个人变得‘思白’沉重。。

或许，是因为课业的繁重。。。

或许，是因为自责没有把该做的事情做好。。。

或许，是因为没办法忍受一天比一天更不同的生活。。。

我的生活，好像一根被烧完的蜡烛，还是像一个已经掉在地面上的叶子？

没有了精彩，没有了高潮，只剩下那无情的伤痛。。。

我会喘，真的！比以往更严重了。。。深呼吸，原本让我觉得爽快，可是。。

现在却变成了‘痛’！！

每每痛在心胸上，我都努力的压着肺部，忍着疼。。。T.T

我不希望一个人去面对这一切。。。

家人都不理我，说什么我无理取闹。。。可是我真的，真的不想再忍了。

直到去年，2008 年末我才知道，曾经我是个严重的哮喘病患。。。

可怜。。。

不爽！！！！不爽！！！

Everything seems to be going against me. I hope I could do everything, I wish I would be the superwoman, handling everything by myself, did things perfectly.. But, that is just so impossible! What to do... Tahan tiao!!!! X(

Everything is reali better than what i'v expected!!

HOHO!!! last night i slp late and this morning, 8.30 onli wake up. The authorities there said that we have registered at 8.30, and after some speeches, we will start our competitions. 9 onli went out from home, 9 something reach there. then, met my frs. Khai Ming and Li Hui. Haha, jz nice lar, can meet them. keep talking and laughing lo.. their drawings are so nice lar... my writing kanasai. but i m vry satisfied v my performance. haha!!! I m quite happy d, although my idol dint come. ahaha!!!

Hmm, we started our competition at 9.55, haha. the ppl there no use mia, dont knw how to distribute things and bla bla bla. haha... i went there for the competitions, 12 years liao~ haha, macam i vry old le.. haha!! i supported the competition so many year liao.. i met many ''old'' uncle frens here. haha.. and my dear teachers!!! haha.. long time no see le loooo... haha!!

Here are some photos of my.. writings. althought vry ugly but it is better than what i expected and worried for the whole night! haha

条幅

大字

硬笔（楷书）

硬笔（行书）

对联

after the competitions, i went back first and yea, i take a nap from 2-6 pm!! haha.. long nap... haha, i enjoy it. and now, i did nothing else. going bed in 3 hours time. Goodnight!! XD

Earth Hour

I stayed alone at home during the Earth Hour, parents went outstation, sister n brothers went tuition from 8-9.3pm. Nothing i can do, so i switch on the TV, watching the Indo Badminton Open 2009. Malaysia player lost larr.. terrible.. HAHA...XD



Hmm, then i took out my phone, SMS. asking ppl wat he/she does during the hour. ''SLP, haha''. the person even told me that, he went upstairs and use telescope to spy on other house!!! HOHO!!! i cant stop laughing and keep asking what was seen...?HAHA... the person called me not to be so excited, since there is nothing seen..haha!!! We have a nice chat.. and yea, time flies so fast.



After fetching my brothers at 9.30, i came back and continue online. i never care about the competitions the next day. i m going for the calligraphy competitions, 5 events i took part and yet, no confident, no mood, dont feel like taking part too..



11 something, khai ming took his drawings to my house. LOL..jz for some words. after that onli i start to prepare my things. it was almost 12 o'clock liao!! and after packing up, i sit down in the living room, watch tv with my parents pulak!!! til 1 something lar.. haha...quite enjoy d looo... the drama is so intersting lar. haha!! Hmm, i was wondering whole night whether i should go for the competitions or not. all ppl support me. haha!!!

I did a Quiz!

You Scored as Mathematics/Statistics !!
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Mathematics, Statistics, or related majors (e.g., Accounting, Actuarial Science, Astronomy, Computer Engineering, Computer Information Systems (CIS), Computer Science, Economics, Engineering, Finance, Management Information Systems (MIS), Operations Management, Physics, Risk Management).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Mathematics/Statistics 94%
Psychology/Sociology 88%
Education/Counseling 75%
HR/BusinessManagement 75%
Physics/Engineering/Computer 56%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health 56%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing 56%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology 50%
Visual&PerformingArts 44%
English/Journalism/Comm 44%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage 31%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 13%
Religion/Theology 13%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy 13%

I did the quiz and..yea, i think it is quite ok for everyone to take a try lar!
http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/new/ohiojoshua/what-major-is-right-for-you/index.php


I m damn stim now! pek pek chek chek for the whole night!!!
this morning in college, i was so tired n stim lar. Since Chemistry class, i already vry moody le. ESL, Educating Rita!! not bad lo..but bored bored bored!!! Maths class..i slpt after finishing a qs, when i wake (i thought i slpt vry long time liao, but it jz not more than 10 minutes lar!!), teacher jz finish the one i've done. LOL... Biology class, still ok, a bit sleepy but i dont dare to sleep. Since i passed up my lab report late, once.. i never slp in her class but paid more n more attention in her class. What To Do??! She is leaving this week lar..! To Utar...We'll miss u! Miss Sangeetha!!

Tonight, tuttt!! damn pek chek!! the traffic! ppl disturb me! LOL!!!!!!!!

i heard there is a jit sin boy, being kidnapped this morning! til now, no news of him~ may God bless him..Although i dont knw him, but, he is Jit Sin ppl, so he is my Junior looo.. Wish that, he is save n nothing worse happen to him!

YEA~ photos!!

pey yee~ ohh? reali so delicious mer?

hehe..

henry, pey yee, her wuen

a bit blur.. nvm lar, hor?

lol..funny look of zen whey ler.

everyone is waiting him to cut the cakes and divide to everyone.XD

wow!! rebut one small piece?!

pey yee sure lose lar, crocodile eats a lot! haha

henry n me

boon yee, natalie, shu hui, su lynn

me n pey yee..

Eat Eat n Eat~

shu hui, me, su lynn

natalie keeps eating her favourite domino pizza.

Hmm...

Wishing to post some photos lar.. but cant, no photos with me, and i dont have a card reader to put my camera card into this computer, and it's not my computer also. haha!!

PPL, monday is ur Malaysian Study test lar! Kumar still sms me to chio me out for a meal. He said he missed it, that day. haha! Pity~ Got chance lar, haha. coming firday.. Yong Nian promised to bring me go to eat holiao liao! haha! he went IELTS exam today, oOps! forget about it le.. haha, jz wished him at 9 something, i guessed he is taking his exam that time lo.. haha!! All the best to him.And yea, this morning, i went out so late from my house. 7.15, i said i gonna reach at 7.45. huh..reali no cars on the bridge, although it was raining so heavily, stil i sped, cause scared of being late for moral class.I went to the hostel to fetch Gwei Theen, Amber, Pey Yee, Boon Yee, and a new cute girl, Joanne.one more guy, Jia Chuan. during the moral class, i had some fun also lar. laughing n laughing at the back of the Lecture Threater.

Today, me n su lynn went for a lunch after my Moral class at 11, we went Qb, walking n hanging around.then we went to Jit Sin for my scout gathering. Su lynn jz follow but she studied Malaysian Study there. Pity~ haha!! i had fun meeting all frens and..chatting with each other. but the activity wasnt that fun lo, first.. the participants of junior was too too too less lar.bored lo, haha! Feel like going BM plaza today to see Tan Teik Cheng competition, but, all end up..LAZY.. haha!!! Then, me n su lynn were back home..tired..exhausted~

Online..
Calvin!! Paiser lar, chio me play Mafia Wars, but i reali dont know anything. haha! jz..stim n blur. i m not good at games eh.. like that lo.. haha!

Hmm, mom nagging me, keep asking me, are u taking the correct course? BOHUAT~ i got my satisfied result, but i never apply for any scholarships. hehe =] that's why i kena lar. hoho!! Dad is now, trying to talk to me, ask about my interest. Feel like they are starting to know me..X( but everything is jz a good start lo..

Wishing everyone all the best! Good luck!

20 March 2009

This is the best n most memorable birthday i had in my life! ppl..thanks loo..



Huhu~ i had a great time lar...haha!! nice friends..

Early morning i woke up late for school, driving vry quickly to school. Very afraid that i m late for my physics class again. haha! if late also i will be again using the same reason, that is," Sorry Teacher, the bridge jam lar.. got accident!'' haha...!! And then he will say, ''Again arr..?? ....(then his own story)'' hoohoo!!! Funny teacher.. haha!



Went into physics class, searched somewhere to sit, keep saying thank u cz ppl keep wishing me 'Happy Birthday!!!' Happy til forget about ting kian they all. after awhile onli i notice that all of them were absent! Walaueh, most of them skipped the class lar..dont knw why.No inform, nothing.. Worry lar.. Then i sms Ting kian, everybody coming? U know what? she gave me a super lame reason lar....!! Ask her if u wanna know.HaHa!!! I totally moodless ler, when all of them absent. Those who are absent, teacher ask me, y they absent. i speechless n jz, ' dont know '. Those are:

Ting Kian

Pey Yee

Her Wuen

U Wen

Henry

Grace

Kumar (he went driving test)

Wahh, no mood pi ahh..



After class, Su Lynn's turn to play me le..

''Yiing Chau, gia~ toilet..''

Then we go. i felt moodless that time but after that, worse. Su Lynn said,''Let's go to the toilet." After using the fourth floor's toilet, she wanna go 2nd floor d toilet pulak. LOL.. Ok, go lor.. Go there, they phoned, whispering, and brought me to the 6th floor again, saying that they wanna find Shu Hui at the 6th floor.. I was pulled here and there, CLIMBING the STAIRS from 4th floor to 2nd floor, and from 2nd floor to 6th floor!! moodily..And i stim stim follow here n there...LOL



6th floor..
Suddenly, Henry popped out from the back, calling me to go to a table, there's ''OMG!!" -- big nice pretty cake, 2 domino's pizza...wah..!PPL start appearing in front me, and SHOCKED!! Stupid lar, me... pi blif wat ting kian told~ haha..XD. Then they start singing birthday songs to me. To my surprise, many ppl is joining!! ooohhh....wah!! thanks lar, for those participating and the ones, inviting n planning all these......!!
Thanks to , All my frens who was present at 6th floor, singing the loudest HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG i have ever heard. XDD

Ting Kian, Pey Yee, Her Wuen, Ewe Juin, U Wen, Henry, Adam!!
Shu Hui, Su Lynn, Natalie, Boon Yee, Yi Lynn!!
Zen Whey, Yong Liang, Kim Hwa, Xuan Hong, Eric!! (reali dint expect they persent!)

Most suprisingly..
Yong Nian, Xiang Yih...!haha XD!

But there are some absent d lo...haha, owe me birthday song d..
Kumar~ Yong Nian sing half way, Xiang Yih dint sing! but doesnt matter, i alrd vry vry vry happy n keep it in the deepest part of my heart le..heehe!

Then, Maths class..they are doing something gok!!
that time i was so tired lar.. slp at 2 something in the morning, 6 something wake to drive to school..i m truly echausted..no mood study also.. hehe. Liao, her wuen, ting kian,at the back doing something elses...
Break time, they whispered to pey yee, wanted her to bring me out to the toilet.. When i was back, shocked! AGAIN~ haha, they printed my picture from my facebook and design a big card for me..!! huhu! biggest card i had ever received..XD. There are lots of cute pictures, and notes from all frenss..The most most most most most most..shining one was...勇年‘哥’..!! Everybody swt lar..zz!He is funny! Xiang yih write d, a bit CHIM...others, i lazy mention le, but jz Thanks n Lots of Thanks! hoho!!! I remember Kumar's... A Shit~ haha

Happy for the whole day! YEA!! i m now 18 le lo..getting wishes from so so so many frens, some old frens and many more new friends. haha!! Went back home, Oh ya! thanks to ting kian's mom for her present also. haahaa! It's vry nice of her.XD. Went back home, i told parents everything happened in school.They were happy about it, and dad told me, ''U got a big cake too at home!!!'' WOW! BIG CAKE!! jump! hAAhAA! mom made order of a big 2kg Opera Cake from LA Delight. Its reali big!! biggest cake i have eaten! haha!! (@.@ sot liao...too high! haha) Neighbours and frens of dad, came to sing birthday song for me too...haha!! Conclusion .. jz happy lar..

12 am.. Hotlink offers free phone calling for 24 hours. the early morning i talked for so long le, after n during class, i keep talking n talking n talking. haha!! hmm, after school, i continue n continue..til 12am of 21 march. after that, stop! then start using sms, save money rather than talking on phone. haha!! but! sorry, havent sending the thirsd msg, i slpt! reali tiring! hoho~

Thanks to my friends and.. Everyone that wishes me lar.. Thanks for the presents and card! thanks!!

The first day~

Haiyayaya~
Hey,everyone! i enjoy my time viewing ppl's blog lar..expressing their mood,share their happiness and share their sadness.. Whatever.. i enjoy it so much! haha!! And today, finally i post my own's. Not the first time, but i deleted all those i posted years before. haha!! XD. I don't have the time blogging,updating my things.. Even my friendster account, facebook.. ( I m even lazy for my homework! wakaka!!)

Just like everybody elses, i want to share my things, my life, my friends, my story.. As u know, i m recently studying in Penang Inti College. First, when i was there, i felt lik..strange to the environment, felt like..oOoo,many mature looking ppl, and felt like, Jit Sin ppl very childish-looking there..Phew,feeling vry young! haha!! I started blogging, to remember my lifes in Inti College. I think it really worth memorable! Hehe.. Friends i met, mostly nice~ ~ i feel BELONGED. haha.. My funny, vrazy laughter gang..



Before joining HSC, i was still working with my daddy, thinking to relax for 3 months..take result, and then onli decide where to study. But, my uncle in shanghai scolded me for wasting time without doing any useful thing. Not even enriching myself in anything. Just fooling around, playing and.. eating. Then, he called me quickly take up a course. Any pre-U courses will do, rather than wasting time playing.. Haha.. I considered onli HSC n A-level, and finally decision is made in a short period...Yea, i take up HSC finally. Till now , my parents are still asking.. ''Are u sure u r taking the correct course?" Hey, C'mon!! It's alrd March le lar.. Haha..

Hmm, i enjoy my college life now.. Although i got hard time. Travelling to school everyday... Luckily, ting kian car pools with me. Thank God! Abo i reali tired like... Hell.. haha.